◼︎Hello, my name is fewly. I have a generally obsessive personality but I have never been obsessed with something for this long at this level of intensity. Considering my OTP has defined 20% of my life at time of writing, I wanted a place I can store my OTP creations and memories on.
◼︎Other user/names I have used related to my OTP are "citrusfields" and "kyoetu459" and "yzbrP".
◼︎I speak English and Japanese, both as a foreign language. I tend to avoid English translations of my OTP's stories and I have no interest in story translation myself.
◼︎Yuzuru Fushimi and Ibara Saegusa are characters from the mobile game Ensemble Stars (2015-). I love their canonical platonic relationship as well as the speculative romantic fanon I have constructed. I'm very keen on canon compliance therefore my more romantic depictions of them tend to be 'futurefic'. I try to make sure my headcanons do not contradict the canon but I have no excuse for the battle scars I draw on them (which is obviously absent from their official art - maybe it's maybelline).
◼︎From a trope standpoint they are 'childhood friends to enemies to lovers' & 'belligerent sexual tension'.
◼︎A phrase I like to use to describe their future relationship status is "domestic BDSM". It is also highly appealing to me that they are neither soulmates nor star crossed lovers, but just 2 very similar and unfortunate souls who make it work. Their respective relationships with the people they look after are also very important to me. I cherish that they are not a couple who are each other's "everything" and that they "complement" each other instead.
◼︎My fanfics of them on AO3 are categorised as M/M because they are both referred to as boys in the canon and I want my fics to be accurately filterable. However I don't like using the term "BL" to refer to them as I think the way I depict them isn't thematically or aesthetically fitting of the BL genre.
◼︎Physically, my Yuzuru and Ibara are AFAB and AMAB respectively (the only exception to this is my very first fic of them), and my genderbent depictions of them do not change this. I headcanon that Yuzuru is transmasc agender and Ibara is genderfluid (a facultative boy who will be transfem in the future). These headcanons are very near and dear to my heart.
◼︎My MBTI typing of them is Yuzuru: ISFJ and Ibara: INTJ. The classpects I have assigned them are Maid of Heart for Yuzuru and Prince of Light for Ibara.
◼︎I call my OTP "Yuzubara". This is not the name commonly used in fandom to refer to them and since my (then) Twitter account was the first instance of this word being used to refer to them, I am pretty confident I coined this word. I also happen to be the creator of the very first Yuzubara drawing on pixiv and the very first Yuzubara fic on AO3.
◼︎I initially called them Yuzubara because I wanted to set my tweets apart (and make them easily searchable) and I really like puns (茨 is a wild 'rose', バラ).
◼︎In Japanese I refer to them as 弓茨. The order in which these characters are typed matters a lot in Japanese because it indicates the top and the bottom. However this isn't exactly applicable to how I ship Yuzubara and instead I interpret the character order as the dominant (left) and the submissive (right) character.
◼︎This page features every fanwork I made of my OTP as well as other memories. Think of it as a time capsule you would put together inside a shoebox. While the contents of this page are meant to be freely browsed by guests, my target audience is myself in the future. If at any point I stop creating OTP fanworks I want to be able to look back on the fun I had with these digital dolls. For that reason, this page has a lot of explanatory text that might seem unnecessary at first. Since I can't be sure how much of these memories I will remember in the future, I will be writing down everything to the smallest detail.
Please keep in mind that this site does not have content warnings aside from a 'mature content' warning where applicable.
◼︎The canon text of my OTP is inherently unsustainable and will become inaccessible when the game (eventually) shuts down. Therefore I plan to transcribe and upload their canon on this page. This is a lie, that would be against the TOS... I would never do that ;3c
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16.10.2017~ 🏹🌹
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